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Afternoon’s just better with music on

 

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Quèdìng qíshí hái bù quèdìng
Zhǐshì sì mù xiāngduì yǒu xīnjì
Bùjiàn nǐ huì xiǎng nǐ zài rénqún zhōng zhǎo nǐ
Zhǎodào hòu yòu jiǎzhuāng bù kàn nǐ

Tāmen shuō nǐ yǒudiǎn huài zhuī nǐ de nǚshēng dōu hěn shāngxīn
Kěshì wǒ yǒng bù huì zhuī wǒ yào ràng nǐ rěn bù zhù dòngxīn
Yào bǎochí mèilì hū yuǎn yòu hū jìn
Bùnéng suíyì xiànyīnqín

Yào xiàng mì táo bān tiánměi yuèdú gèng duō shūjí chōngshí zìjǐ gèng wánměi

Bùshì měi yīcì de yuēhuì nǐ yuē wǒ jiù chūxiàn
Bùshì měi yītòng de diànhuà nǐ dǎ lái wǒ dūhuì jiē

Àiqíng bùshì tóurù yuè kuài jiù kěyǐ shōuhuò gèng duō
Xǐhuān bèi nǐ sòng dào jiāmén dàn bùnéng qǐng nǐ hē kāfēi

2x

Qíshí wǒ kěwàng yǒu yītiān nénggòu tòumíng yīxiē
Xīnyì quánbù bèi nǐ zhīdào huì zhēnxī bù huì jiāo'ào

Qíshí wǒ zhēn de xǐhuān nǐ dàn hái méiyǒu ài shàng nǐ
Xīwàng nǐ jiùshì duì de rén néng hé wǒ bǐcǐ chǒng'ài

Yume mite high datta shizukana night oboeteru yone
Shounen yancha de kouka na omocha katte ageta ne
Jirijiri to, mado no soto
Anata ga matsunjya nai ka to
Akuma kakeru, tenshi awateru
Motto motomeru anata no koto

Anata new
Sono karada, demo blue
Kibun nano yo ooh, woah-oh
Zankoku na natsu o
Sou cool Ittemisete, nai rule
Kowareru tengoku ooh, woah-oh
Zankoku na natsu o zutto

Samayou yoh ni you nosa watashi shinde wa inai
Yattate muda date jidai no sei datte tameshite nai
Girari light, natsu wa knife
Girigiri anata matteiru no
Akuma kakeru, tenshi awateru
Chi o nagashitemo Shiranai no

Koubusazseki yopparatta
Nakijyakutte wa bar kara kaetta “Daijoubu” na wake ga nai
Usotsuku no iya anata to itai dake
Niwa no mon kara modotta
Natsu no yoga unmei kimeta
Sakenda no “tonikaku aishiteru, nante honto ni saiaku?”

Ano ne, watashi jitsuwa kidzui teru no
Hora, kimi ga itta koto
Amari kangaetai to omoenakute
Wasure teta ndakedo

Mōmokuteki ni mōdō-teki ni mōsō-teki ni ikite
Shōdō-tekina shōsō-tekina shōgyokutekina mama ja damedatta nda

Kitto, jinsei saigo no hi o mae ni omou nodarou
Zenbu, zenbu ii tarinakute oshīkedo
A~a, itsuka jinsei saigo no hi, kimi ga inai koto o
Motto, motto, motto
Motto, chanto itte

Neol eojjeomyeon joeulkka
Ireon mameun tto cheomira
Up and downi jom simhae
Jojeori jakku jal andwae
Hana hwaksilhan geon
I don't play the game


Uri jinjja byeolladae
Geunyang naega neomu joahae
Neon geugeol neomu jal algo
Nal jwirakpyeorakae
Nado machangajiingeol (Oh-oh-oh)

Urin cham byeollago isanghan saiya
Seororeul buseojige 
Geurigon tto kkyeoana

You got me feeling like a psycho, psycho
Uril bogo malhae jakku jakku
Dasi an bol deut ssaudagado
Buteo danini mallya
Ihaega an gandae
Utgijido antae

 

Maja Psycho, psycho
Seoro joa jungneun babo babo 
Neo eopsin eojireopgo seulpeojyeo
Giundo mak eopseoyo
Duri jal mannatdae
Hey, now we'll be okay

Hey trouble
Gyeonggo ttawin eopsi oneun neo
I'm original visual
Urin wollae iraesseo, yeah
Duryeopjineun ana
It's hot Let me just hop
Eotteoke neol darulkka? Oh, ooh, oh

Eojjeol jureul molla neoreul dallaego
Maeseopge ballo chado
Gakkeum naege miso jinneun neol
Eotteoke nokesseo oh, oh

Urin areumdapgo cham seulpeun saiya
Seororeul binnage hae 
Machi dalgwa gangcheoreom
Geurigon tto kkyeoana

Wae sarange mongmaeneun geonji
Eochapi ppeonhan gamjeongijana
Bunmyeong da anda mideotji
Algodo ppajin hamjeonginga bwa
Nado moreuge
When you call my name
Gaseum apeuge naui simjangi kungkung

It's like a polaroid love
Sarang, chonseureon geu gamjeong
Geunde nae gaseumi ttwieo
Wae na irae na

It's like a polaroid love
Nae tteutdaero doeji ana
Heunhan filterjocha eopseo
But I love that vibe

Neol hyanghan nae mameul yeogi
Bojeong eopsi saegineun geoya
Jeomjeom ttoryeothaejyeo gaji
I mameun sesang dan han jang ppuniya

Nado moreuge
When you call my name
Gaseum apeuge naui simjangi kungkung

Detached Observer?

 

12:36-ish. Kumain lang saglit ng spaghetti, tapos tumambay sa bintana habang umiinom ng iced latte. Anyways, these are the random things I ended up watching for no reason.

I’m always wondering, out of all the suspects you’ve proven innocent, have you ever doubted yourself, even just once, that you got it wrong?

— Who's The Suspect (2023)

Have you ever seen unhappy rich people?

Many of my friends are.

And have you seen happy poor people?

Lots of them too.

There you go. Money is not a human’s primary need…

 

This is what’s most important.
The ones we love.
— Grave torture 2024

Around 3 in the afternoon. Nakakanta ko naman yung chorus pero yung ibang part parang tongue twister pa haha

So night time now. Too lazy to write, so might as well share this Pinterest wallpaper. Yep, it’s on my laptop rn. Guess I just have a thing for vantage points that are worlds apart. ♡

'cause I’m like curious about everything
but I kinda don't want to be part of anything. ~(˘▾˘~)

Logic meets Lore

 

A leads to B like a cause and effect game

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I’ve got 10 films to deconstruct and a donut to distract me from my non-existent social life. Just joking haha. I’m just an observer, remember? I’m not gonna waste time finding out who the bad guy is, though, ’cause I’m more into seeing the dominoes fall than figuring out who did it. Like when A happens, B just comes next as a chain reaction.

 

 

 

Center of Gravity

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I’m into Sir Isaac Newton, Agatha Christie, and Uketsu. Most people have a whole lore for why they like someone but I just remember them first. Haha, lazy me. I’ve read a bunch of books, but the one I can’t forget is an 1860s novel by Wilkie Collins. I guess it’s special just because it’s burned into my memory. But I’m still about my first love. The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes is still my center of gravity.

 

Diary Entry

 

Sunday, March 22

I don’t know what to write today, but I’m gonna try to get some words down anyway…

My best friend saved my life with a bowl of tofu for lunch, and I also had her homemade egg sandwich. Then my little sister even shared some of her peanut butter, too.

Then to keep myself from getting too soft, I opened my laptop for a death game. The logic is a bit broken though, like, people are desperately trying to stay alive, but somehow the only thing actually dying is my attention span. It sucks when your brain isn't even trying and it still sniffed out the killer. I should’ve just grabbed a crayon and played connect-the-dots. 

 

Good thing I squeezed in 널 기다리며and Nine Puzzles. ♡

“There’s only one way for the evil to win. When innocent people do nothing.”
- Missing You

“We all become different at some point, just like how you’re different now compared to your 19-year-old self. We all go through certain life events and meet certain people along the way. What’s important… are the choices we make when we become different.”

Episode 3 of Nine Puzzles

Monday, March 23

I kinda wonder if I treat everyday stuff like mini experiments. ’Cause I find myself feeling like a hamster on a wheel and often like some kind of odd science project. And maybe that’s why I go through everyday moments three times. Once experientially, once analytically, and once in a diffuse state, like I’m just standing on a high-rise observation deck.

The little streets and houses below look like they belong in a board game or a playset, and I kinda see everyone down there as part of a live-action board game.

Had the best time singing As If It’s Your Last ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

Neo mwonde jakku saenggakna

Jajonsim sanghae aega ta

Eolguri tteugeobgo

gaseumeun gyesok ttwieo

Nae momi mamdaero andwae eojireowo

Neon han jumui morae gata

Jabhil deut jabhiji anha

Neon swibji anheun geol

geuraeseo deo kkeullyeo

Nae mami mamdaero andwae eoieopseo

 

Pre-Chorus:

Jigeum neoreul wonhaneun

Nae sumgyeori neukkyeojini

Neol barabogo isseodo

Missing you

Seotun nal won’t you set me free

Baby nal teojil geoscheoreom anajwo

Geuman saenggakhae mwoga geuri eoryeowo

Geojismalcheoreom

kiseuhaejwo naega neoege

Majimak sarangin geoscheoreom

 

Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom

Majimak bamin geotcheoreom love

Majimakcheoleom mamamajimakcheoreom

Naeil ttawin eopsneun geotcheoreom

 

Uh Imma fall in love baby

You gon finna catch me

Uh give you all of this baby

Call me pretty and nasty

Cause we gonna get it

My love you can bet it on

Black we gon double

The stack on them whoa!

I be the Bonnie and

You be my Clyde

We ride or die

Xs and Os

 

Siganeun heulleoganeunde

Maeumman geuphaejiji

Nae sesangeun neo hanaman

Missing you

Seotun nal won’t you set me free

 

Baby nal teojil geotcheoreom anajwo

Geuman saenggakhae mwoga geuri eoryeowo

Geojismalcheoerom

kiseuhaejwo naega neoege

Majimak sarangin geotcheoreom

 

Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom

Majimak bamin geotcheoreom love

Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom

Naeil ttawin eopsneun geotcheoreom

 

One two three

Saeroun sijakiya

Jeoldae dwidorabojin anheul geonikka

Nal neoege deonjimyeon

Neoneun nal kkok jabajwo

Sesangeun uril kkeokkji moshal tenikka

BLACKPINK in your area

📝

 

tunes and popcorn rn

My little sister’s not around right now, so I’m just munching on popcorn while a random Japanese playlist is on. Nakikinig lang kahit hindi naman maintindihan habang subo nang subo ng popcorn. I’m sort of thinking about those drafts I still gotta sort, or maybe not. I just write random stuff for fun but also kinda wanna read them years later and just laugh at myself. 

the magic trick and the failed plan 

I.
These two friends are both lying to the group but like, each one’s got their own style. One’s beautiful and confident, and somehow everyone forgets how to think. The other one is clever and sneaky, hinting at stuff so someone else looks bad. And does anyone even realize they’ve been tricked?

Disturbingly, no one’s even thinking twice about whether it’s true. Just like kids who say I don’t know instead of actually trying to find their shoes.

 

II.
I don’t like it when things start feeling like an interrogation, and out of nowhere everyone’s running around like it’s PE class. It’s like they weren’t even ready when the suspect suddenly ran off. Wouldn’t it make more sense to plan A, B, C and maybe D, just in case? I even saw a case where the suspect spat directly in the officer’s face. Do we honestly expect suspects to mind their manners? Let’s just say the clever ones think a few moves ahead than run around like headless chickens, or, god forbid, catch some spit.

We’re literal magnets

 

I was just browsing through some languages to listen to for fun. Then, my best friend randomly messaged me asking for the lowdown on cervical spondylosis for someone she knows. So I decided to make her a fun presentation 'cause I’m her go-to human Google hehe.

A few weeks back, she handed me a bunch of books. I got everything from a dictionary, a thesaurus, and a Wordfinder, to stuff on world history, different countries, and even everything out there in space.

It’s not just books and brainy stuff, though.

So, what do we do when we wanna have fun? We usually just eat snacks and watch Dangerous Roads Around the World. She’s all in at first, then next thing I know she’s already asleep. Though when we do a bit of cleaning or some gardening, I’m outta there haha.

We’re sort of like magnets with opposite poles, but we blend really well. ♡

The Before and the After

 

I
I kinda flopped my own experiment ‘cause I really thought I’d react differently yesterday. Who’d have thought I’m not as immune as I thought, whoops. At least it gave me something to laugh about, kinda like I was watching myself do dumb stuff. So how do you just get over your own screw-ups then?

 

II
Now that I’ve actually seen how it works, the second go might be more fun now that I know the trick.

As for how I’m feeling right now, um, Idk exactly, but it’s kinda like when you cry a lot but you keep it low-key so nobody finds out. Then you wake up the next day with your eyes all puffy, and somehow your heart feels better. That’s as close as I can get to describing the feeling.

 

Looks like me and my lil’ sis found a topic that isn’t food

 

Kumakain lang ako ng turon tapos kung anu-ano na ang napuntahan ko online, napadpad tuloy ako sa thought experiment na ’to kahapon na parang paulit-ulit na lang sa utak ko.

Here’s how it goes:
Imagine you’re sitting on this chair, which is being controlled by someone and your life is suddenly in danger.

However, you’re holding a button in your hand. The button is connected to a wire at the other end. It leads to a place you can’t see.

Once the button is pressed, a stranger will die.

Will you press the button or not?

 

Lyza can figure out my answer faster than anyone, cause she knows most of the weird stuff about me. (￣▽￣)／

I always think of the universe in a video game sort of way. Think of it like playing Super Mario minus the Game Over screen. You know how, as kids, we’d keep playing just to see what the next level looked like? It’s kind of like that with the universe. We’re never, ever going to run out of things to discover.

spilled coffee & other thoughts

 

At least I’m eating a sandwich

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Ok so I bumped my iced coffee and spilled it.

Eh di pinunasan ko na lang. Like, what else was I gonna do? Mag-iiyak sa sahig? You know how easy it is to lose your cool over trivial stuff? I’m getting kinda good at just shrugging it off now. I was like, whatever, and just ate my peanut butter sandwich. Still rolled my eyes though 🤪

 

 

Observing the Observer

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When I sit down to watch something, I’m not just watching what’s going on. I’m also hyper-aware of my own reactions to it. Like, what even is this feeling? Why did that suddenly set me off? Then I’m like, would I even survive that I Saw the Devil taxi scene? Bold of me to assume, though. Realistically, I’d be out before I even said hello.

Just humming and singing along ( ˘▽˘)っ♪ ♫

Tam-mai dtong pen ter kon tee mai keuy rak chan

Tam-mai jai chan yang fang yoo kae ter

Tat jai sak gee krang, soot-tai gor yang pen ter

Kon tee tam hai chan tang yim lae mee nam-ta

Ying pa-ya-yam tao-rai, ying tam hai ter ram-kan
Gor roo dee tang nan, tae jai chan tam yang-rai
Kon man rak pai laew, ja hai feun jai yang-rai wai

Kae kit ja tat jai, nam-ta man gor lai... ok ma

Chorus:
Kon mee pen lan, tam-mai jai chan teung dtong lueak ter
Kon tee mai keuy hen kwam sam-kan nai tua chan loey
Yak ja tat jai lop ter ok pai, tae gor tam mai keuy dai loey
Meuan dohn kam-sap tee dtong long-oei hai rak dai kae ter

Kon tee kao rak, tae jai glap mai rak Kon tee mai rak, pai rak kao tam-mai

Ying pa-ya-yam tao-rai, ying tam hai ter ram-kan
Gor roo dee tang nan, tae jai chan tam yang-rai
Kon man rak pai laew, ja hai feun jai yang-rai wai

Kae kit ja tat jai, nam-ta man gor lai... ok ma

(Repeat Chorus)

 

Enjoying the sounds

 

🎧 Just passing time with a few songs

Gonna do some pronunciation stuff tomorrow morning. Just for fun before I get into anything serious. (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡