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Hey there, my name's Iya. I am a collector of little moments, also I annoy my younger sib whenever I can. That’s her in the pic, not my doppelgΓ€nger.
She's
actually the cutest ever
Got woken up twice by my little
sis. She even tried to feed me a gummy bear haha. Told her I can’t ‘cause of my
tummy. Then she came back with coffee cake for me awww
♡
I’m feeling kinda low energy today
so I mostly just listened to K-pop and whatever I could find to watch.
Meomchwobeorin sigan sok
Han chi apdo al su eomneun naeireun
Nal duryeopge hae
Amugeotdo hal su eopdeon me and you
Oh, I try all night
Simjangui tteollimeul jjocha
Urimanui dareun yeojeongeul chaja
Tteona
[Pre-Chorus]
Du soneul matjabeun chae
Urin seororeul neukkyeo
Cheoncheonhi binnan seollem (Oh)
[Chorus]
I'll make the stars align
Seororeul inneun han ssangui byeol
Hamkkeramyeon (hamkkeramyeon) nan duryeopji ana
I'll make you, make you feel alright
Kkeotteuriji aneul shining light
Uriga jikyeonaen bit
Yeogi banjjagigo isseo
Yeah, we'll make a starry night
Baraneun dan hana
Only want you here for life
Up and outer space
[Chorus]
You make the stars align
Seororeul inneun han ssangui byeol
Ne gyeochiramyeon nan duryeopji ana (Oh, oh)
I'll make you, make you feel alright
Yeongwonhi nunbusil shining light
Uriga jikyeonael bit
Yeogi banjjagigo isseo
Yeah, we'll make a starry night
Starry night, starry night
Starry night, starry night
Starry night, starry night
Urideurui seollemeul sunoa
Make a starry night
μ₯λμ°: When do you love yourself?
μ₯λμ°: When younger idols come up to you to share
their difficulties, is there something you’d like to tell them?
μ₯μμ: I really want to tell them that even though work
is important, you are the most important. So think what makes you the most
happy.
Lunch break.
I just had a small bowl of rice
and beef soup for lunch, and am now drinking a probiotic drink so my tummy
doesn't get grumpy. Anyways, gonna dabble in some math and neuroscience today. Math’s
for my sis, the other is to prevent my cognitive functions from reaching zero. Might
just do 30 mins each and see if I actually absorb anything or just look at the
pretty colors.
It’s almost one o’clock.
I’m just sitting here nibbling on some sweet mangoes. Then gonna read after this with rain sounds, or maybe just sing along to some K-pop. ♡ ♫
Yeah, sueopsi domanggasseosseo, geujeo
museowosseosseo
Ajik sijageseo gidarineun neoreul dugo
Pyeheo sogui morse code, oraen promise, promise
Iyureul moreudeon naui nunmul nae anemoia
You and I, yaksogui byeolbit araeseo
Meonji ssain uriui wanggwan apeseo
Yeonghone saegin kkumcheoreom dasi
Yeongwoni dwaejwo nareul bulleojwo
Gieokae machimnae chajeun answer
Naui miraeneun neoya
Say my name
Cheonnarui yaksokcheoreom neol sege aneul geoya
Machi dΓ©jΓ vu
Neon machi dΓ©jΓ vu
Say it (Say it), say it (Say it)
Say it, say it louder
Nareul taeuneun geu bulkkot bi soge
Yeonggeopgachi gin yeohaeng soge
Neowa nanun seulpeumeun my clarity
Neoui nunmul gyeoteuro
Oh, churakae oneun sunganedo neon all I need
Muneojin pyeheo teumui neowa naui place of promise
Ansigui daeji yeongwonui hoegwi
Nal gidaryeo jwotdeon neo
Gieokae machimnae chajeun answer
Naui miraeneun neoya (Oh)
Say my name
Cheonnarui yaksokcheoreom neol sege aneul geoya (No; geoya)
Machi dΓ©jΓ vu
Neon machi dΓ©jΓ vu
Say it (Say it), say it (Say it)
Say it, say it louder
Yaksokae (hae, yeah) myeot beoneul banbokaedo (Yeah)
Naui miraeneun neoya (neoya)
Bichui beire (Oh-oh)
Sinbucheoreom banjjagil neol sege aneul geoya (Oh-oh)
Machi dΓ©jΓ vu
Neon machi dΓ©jΓ vu (neoya)
Say it (Say it), say it (Say it)
Say it, say it louder (Say it louder)
Tummy
trouble
Spent my early morning at the
hospital getting some stomach pain checked out, can you believe it? Now I’m on
observation for the next week to make sure all’s good. I’ve been analyzing the
situation though, and it feels like Newton’s Third Law, 'cause all that
high-stress drama finally triggered an equal and opposite reaction from my
tummy.
From today on, no more
all-nighters and anything super stressful. But the thing is I have no idea how
I’m gonna pull that off, ‘cause how am I even gonna avoid the high-stress stuff
I actually like?
I guess I’ll just have to treat my
own habits like a suspicious case file. After all, I read people for two
reasons: to predict trouble and to outsmart it.
My analytical skills have been temporarily
disabled
It’s 2 in the afternoon and I’m
just enjoying a cold bowl of strawberry yogurt and mango. I’m just gonna watch whatever
makes me laugh ‘cause I am NOT about to analyze anything serious the whole week.
Unless it's my Korean study session, but that’s just a 4-hour thing.
Watched the whole thing HAHAHA

Why don’t we pretend to be
infected? People act like zombies and fool them in the movies.
…You know I’m shy. I can’t. HAHAHAHAHAHA
"But whatever she may be, I
just want to be there for her."
– My Daughter is a Zombie
I’m still kinda in recovery mode,
and my little sister hands me a card that says, ‘Don’t die on me. Sincerely,
your nightmare.’ I was kinda dying laughing. She even stayed in my room to make
sure I was okay and handed me some ponkan, banana, and mango. ♡
Anyways, we’re just brainstorming
while I lie in bed, ‘cause she’s got a science high school interview on
Tuesday. She builds the answers, and I overthink everything so she’s not caught
off guard like a deer in headlights. Oh, and fun fact: little sis actually made
a daring choice and turned down a scholarship from a private school, all
because her heart’s set on a top-tier science school.
An Yujin
Yung nanood pa ‘ko ng “BANG BANG”
dance practice ng Ive, kahit plano ko lang sana kumanta-kanta. Tinuloy ko na
lang hanggang live performance haha!
I actually stumbled across μμ μ§ back in the Prison Life of Fools days. Iba yung radar niya
sa patterns at behavior kaya ang bilis niya maka-pick up lalo na pag may off sa
kilos ng tao. Ang galing din ng execution niya sa mafia game sa Crime Scene
Zero. Pinaka-favorite ko yung part na yun. She can switch how she comes
across, kinda like a human chameleon.
Anyways, back to singing along.
I AM
Dareun muneul yeoreo ttara gal
pillyoneun eopseo
Neon neoui gillo nan naui gillo, mm-mm
Haruharumada saegi dallajin neukkim
Balge bichi naneun gireul chaja
I'm on my way-ay-ay
Neon geunyang mideumyeon dwae
I'm on my way-ay-ay
Boineun geudaeroya
Neoneun nugungaui dreams come true
Jeil joeun eoneu narui dΓ©jΓ vu
Meomulgopeun eodingaui natseon view
I'll be far away
Eoneu gipeun bam
Gireul ileodo
Charari naraolla geureom nega jinaganeun daero girigeodeun
One, two, three, one, two, three, one, two, three
Fly up
I hope you'd be someone's dreams come true
Jeil joeun eoneu narui dΓ©jΓ vu
Meomulgopeun eodingaui natseon view
I'll be far away
That's my life is areumdaun galaxy
Be a writer, jangneuroneun fantasy
Naeil naege yeollineun geon big, big stage
So that is who I am
REBEL HEART
Sijageun hangsang da irun
geotcheoreom
Endingeun machi seungnihan geotcheoreom
Geomnaeji anko maeumeul ssodeullae
Nae moyangdaero
Ije deo isang singyeong sseuji ana (deo isang)
Eodieseodo nae mameul jikigi
Ohae badeul ttaen jayue matgyeodullae
Da alge doel geonikka
So you can love me, hate me
You will never be, never be, never be me
Try me, I'll break free
You will never be, never be, never be me
We are rebels in our heart, rebels in our heart
We are rebels in our heart
We are rebels in our heart, kkeokkiji ana
We are rebels in our heart
Urin ttaro iyureul mutji anko
Seoroga pillyohal ttaega isseo
Geureon mami eotteon geonji jal algie
Yeongwoneul baraneun saibodan
Jigeumeul ihaehaejugo sipeo
We will always be the rebels
Come, join as who you are
We are rebels, we are one
I maeummaneuro
We are rebels, we are one
We are rebels in our heart, rebels in our heart
We are rebels in our heart
We are rebels in our heart, kkeokkiji ana
We are rebels in our heart
Heya
Haeya haeya haeya hanibe neol
samkil ttaeya (tami tami na)
Haeya haeya haeya imi naega igin paeya (neol bomyeon tami tami na)
Haeya haeya haeya tteugeopge tteooreuneun haeya
Byeorangan hollin geu sungan Bite
Dan han beone nan neol hwirihwiri Catch ya
Deo nopi Keep it up Uh huh Happily
ever after? Nope!
(Da da da dun dun)
Mot gidarindae mot dwaebeorin nae
mami
Geop ttawin eopsneun cheokhaji ma neo gamhi (Oh Oh)
Meoreojyeo neon gani eochapi han ip geori (Hey)
Olhji chakhaji deo iriiri oryeom
Ne mam na jumyeon an jabameokji
Right now
Nae baltop arae mwol sumgyeosseulji Watch out
Urin deo nopi haneure daheul
geotcheoreom oechyeo neoreul kkaewo
Ollyeo bwa noryeobwa neon nae geonikka da
Jakku neol bomyeon tami tami na
Haeya haeya haeya hanibe neol
samkil ttaeya (tami tami na)
Haeya haeya haeya imi naega igin paeya (neol bomyeon tami tami na)
Haeya haeya haeya tteugeopge tteooreuneun haeya
Byeorangan hollin geu sungan Bite
(Da da da dun dun)
BANG BANG
It’s a new scene
It’s aggressive
imi aracharyeossgessji
geuchi eonni
modeun somun sogui Problem
Yeah I’m ‘gyae’ji
byeoge buteun naui Picture
arae Wanted
Wake up jujeo haji malgo
dareun siseondeureun mwo geuri
I don’t give a swis! What you say
Yeah I be going out with a Bang
Bang Bang Bang Bang
Bang Bang Bang Bang
I be going out with a bang
Shaking my head
This is my way
Ayayaya I be going out with a bang
This is my day
bami ol ttae
Ayayaya I be going out with a
Bang Bang 4x
Me and
studying are on a break till next week
My Korean language prep starts
Monday. Speaking of something else, I really wanna try my hand at interpreting
’cause I’d love to be the person who helps two people finally get each other. But
who knows? I’m pretty much open to anything rn.
π§
QuΓ¨dΓ¬ng qΓshΓ hΓ‘i bΓΉ quΓ¨dΓ¬ng
ZhΗshΓ¬ sΓ¬ mΓΉ xiΔngduΓ¬ yΗu xΔ«njΓ¬
BΓΉjiΓ n nΗ huΓ¬ xiΗng nΗ zΓ i rΓ©nqΓΊn zhΕng zhΗo nΗ
ZhΗodΓ o hΓ²u yΓ²u jiΗzhuΔng bΓΉ kΓ n nΗ
TΔmen shuΕ nΗ yΗudiΗn huΓ i zhuΔ« nΗ
de nΗshΔng dΕu hΔn shΔngxΔ«n
KΔshΓ¬ wΗ yΗng bΓΉ huΓ¬ zhuΔ« wΗ yΓ o rΓ ng nΗ rΔn bΓΉ zhΓΉ dΓ²ngxΔ«n
YΓ o bΗochΓ mΓ¨ilΓ¬ hΕ« yuΗn yΓ²u hΕ« jΓ¬n
BΓΉnΓ©ng suΓyΓ¬ xiΓ nyΔ«nqΓn
YΓ o xiΓ ng mΓ¬ tΓ‘o bΔn tiΓ‘nmΔi yuΓ¨dΓΊ
gΓ¨ng duΕ shΕ«jΓ chΕngshΓ zΓ¬jΗ gΓ¨ng wΓ‘nmΔi
BΓΉshΓ¬ mΔi yΔ«cΓ¬ de yuΔhuΓ¬ nΗ yuΔ wΗ
jiΓΉ chΕ«xiΓ n
BΓΉshΓ¬ mΔi yΔ«tΓ²ng de diΓ nhuΓ nΗ dΗ lΓ‘i wΗ dΕ«huΓ¬ jiΔ
ΓiqΓng bΓΉshΓ¬ tΓ³urΓΉ yuΓ¨ kuΓ i jiΓΉ
kΔyΗ shΕuhuΓ² gΓ¨ng duΕ
XΗhuΔn bΓ¨i nΗ sΓ²ng dΓ o jiΔmΓ©n dΓ n bΓΉnΓ©ng qΗng nΗ hΔ kΔfΔi
2x
QΓshΓ wΗ kΔwΓ ng yΗu yΔ«tiΔn nΓ©nggΓ²u
tΓ²umΓng yΔ«xiΔ
XΔ«nyΓ¬ quΓ‘nbΓΉ bΓ¨i nΗ zhΔ«dΓ o huΓ¬ zhΔnxΔ« bΓΉ huΓ¬ jiΔo'Γ o
QΓshΓ wΗ zhΔn de xΗhuΔn nΗ dΓ n hΓ‘i
mΓ©iyΗu Γ i shΓ ng nΗ
XΔ«wΓ ng nΗ jiΓΉshΓ¬ duΓ¬ de rΓ©n nΓ©ng hΓ© wΗ bΗcΗ chΗng'Γ i
Yume mite high datta shizukana
night oboeteru yone
Shounen yancha de kouka na omocha katte ageta ne
Jirijiri to, mado no soto
Anata ga matsunjya nai ka to
Akuma kakeru, tenshi awateru
Motto motomeru anata no koto
Anata new
Sono karada, demo blue
Kibun nano yo ooh, woah-oh
Zankoku na natsu o
Sou cool Ittemisete, nai rule
Kowareru tengoku ooh, woah-oh
Zankoku na natsu o zutto
Samayou yoh ni you nosa watashi shinde wa inai
Yattate muda date jidai no sei datte tameshite nai
Girari light, natsu wa knife
Girigiri anata matteiru no
Akuma kakeru, tenshi awateru
Chi o nagashitemo Shiranai no
Koubusazseki yopparatta
Nakijyakutte wa bar kara kaetta “Daijoubu” na wake ga nai
Usotsuku no iya anata to itai dake
Niwa no mon kara modotta
Natsu no yoga unmei kimeta
Sakenda no “tonikaku aishiteru, nante honto ni saiaku?”
Ano ne, watashi jitsuwa kidzui
teru no
Hora, kimi ga itta koto
Amari kangaetai to omoenakute
Wasure teta ndakedo
MΕmokuteki ni mΕdΕ-teki ni mΕsΕ-teki ni ikite
ShΕdΕ-tekina shΕsΕ-tekina shΕgyokutekina mama ja damedatta nda
Kitto, jinsei saigo no hi o mae ni omou nodarou
Zenbu, zenbu ii tarinakute oshΔ«kedo
A~a, itsuka jinsei saigo no hi, kimi ga inai koto o
Motto, motto, motto
Motto, chanto itte
Neol eojjeomyeon joeulkka
Ireon mameun tto cheomira
Up and downi jom simhae
Jojeori jakku jal andwae
Hana hwaksilhan geon
I don't play the game
Uri jinjja byeolladae
Geunyang naega neomu joahae
Neon geugeol neomu jal algo
Nal jwirakpyeorakae
Nado machangajiingeol (Oh-oh-oh)
Urin cham byeollago isanghan saiya
Seororeul buseojige
Geurigon tto kkyeoana
You got me feeling like a psycho, psycho
Uril bogo malhae jakku jakku
Dasi an bol deut ssaudagado
Buteo danini mallya
Ihaega an gandae
Utgijido antae
Maja Psycho, psycho
Seoro joa jungneun babo babo
Neo eopsin eojireopgo seulpeojyeo
Giundo mak eopseoyo
Duri jal mannatdae
Hey, now we'll be okay
Hey trouble
Gyeonggo ttawin eopsi oneun neo
I'm original visual
Urin wollae iraesseo, yeah
Duryeopjineun ana
It's hot Let me just hop
Eotteoke neol darulkka? Oh, ooh, oh
Eojjeol jureul molla neoreul dallaego
Maeseopge ballo chado
Gakkeum naege miso jinneun neol
Eotteoke nokesseo oh, oh
Urin areumdapgo cham seulpeun saiya
Seororeul binnage hae
Machi dalgwa gangcheoreom
Geurigon tto kkyeoana
12:36-ish. Kumain lang saglit ng spaghetti, tapos tumambay sa bintana habang umiinom ng iced latte. Anyways, these are the random things I ended up watching for no reason.
This is what’s most important.
The ones we love.
—
Grave torture 2024
'cause I’m like curious about
everything
but I kinda don't want to be part of anything. ~(˘▾˘~)
A
leads to B like a cause and effect game
I’ve got 10 films to deconstruct and a donut to distract me from my
non-existent social life. Just joking haha. I’m just an observer, remember? I’m
not gonna waste time finding out who the bad guy is, though, ’cause I’m more
into seeing the dominoes fall than figuring out who did it. Like when A
happens, B just comes next as a chain reaction.
Center
of Gravity
I’m into Sir Isaac Newton, Agatha Christie, and Uketsu. Most people have a
whole lore for why they like someone but I just remember them first. Haha, lazy
me. I’ve read a bunch of books, but the one I can’t forget is an 1860s novel by
Wilkie Collins. I guess it’s special just because it’s burned into my memory. But
I’m still about my first love. The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes is still my center
of gravity.
Sunday,
March 22
I don’t know what to write today,
but I’m gonna try to get some words down anyway…
My best friend saved my life with
a bowl of tofu for lunch, and I also had her homemade egg sandwich. Then my
little sister even shared some of her peanut butter, too.
Then to keep myself from getting too soft, I opened my laptop for a death game. The logic is a bit broken though, like, people are desperately trying to stay alive, but somehow the only thing actually dying is my attention span. It sucks when your brain isn't even trying and it still sniffed out the killer. I should’ve just grabbed a crayon and played connect-the-dots.
Monday,
March 23
I kinda wonder if I treat everyday
stuff like mini experiments. ’Cause I find myself feeling like a hamster on a
wheel and often like some kind of odd science project. And
maybe that’s why I go through everyday moments three times. Once
experientially, once analytically, and once in a diffuse state, like I’m just
standing on a high-rise observation deck.
The little streets and houses
below look like they belong in a board game or a playset, and I kinda see
everyone down there as part of a live-action board game.
Had the best time singing As If It’s Your Last ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡
Neo mwonde jakku saenggakna
Jajonsim sanghae aega ta
Eolguri tteugeobgo
gaseumeun gyesok ttwieo
Nae momi mamdaero andwae eojireowo
Jabhil deut jabhiji anha
Neon swibji anheun geol
geuraeseo deo kkeullyeo
Nae mami mamdaero andwae eoieopseo
Pre-Chorus:
Jigeum neoreul wonhaneun
Nae sumgyeori neukkyeojini
Neol barabogo isseodo
Missing you
Baby nal teojil geoscheoreom anajwo
Geuman saenggakhae mwoga geuri eoryeowo
Geojismalcheoreom
kiseuhaejwo naega neoege
Majimak sarangin geoscheoreom
Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom
Majimak bamin geotcheoreom love
Majimakcheoleom mamamajimakcheoreom
Naeil ttawin eopsneun geotcheoreom
Uh Imma fall in love baby
You gon finna catch me
Uh give you all of this baby
Call me pretty and nasty
Cause we gonna get it
My love you can bet it on
Black we gon double
The stack on them whoa!
I be the Bonnie and
You be my Clyde
We ride or die
Xs and Os
Siganeun heulleoganeunde
Maeumman geuphaejiji
Nae sesangeun neo hanaman
Missing you
Seotun nal won’t you set me free
Baby nal teojil geotcheoreom anajwo
Geuman saenggakhae mwoga geuri eoryeowo
Geojismalcheoerom
kiseuhaejwo naega neoege
Majimak sarangin geotcheoreom
Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom
Majimak bamin geotcheoreom love
Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom
Naeil ttawin eopsneun geotcheoreom
One two three
Saeroun sijakiya
Jeoldae dwidorabojin anheul geonikka
Nal neoege deonjimyeon
Neoneun nal kkok jabajwo
Sesangeun uril kkeokkji moshal tenikka
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