Do you ever wonder why we still
don’t have a way of knowing when we’re going to die? I mean, it’s just kinda
wild that no matter how advanced things are, we still don’t know. The thought
that it might happen out of nowhere is hella unsettling. And I wish I didn't
have to know how it felt. It’s wild how I was just with my best friend tapos
hindi na siya nagising. And right then, my heart just didn’t feel the same
anymore.
Isipin mo na lang, wala na
yung real parents ko, pati yung mga nagpalaki sa'kin, nawala rin. Now, even my
other best friend isn't here anymore. Ano bang feeling ng sunud-sunod na
mawalan? Minsan napapatanong na lang ako, pa'no ba i-digest yung ganitong
pakiramdam?
So, how do you even move forward
when the person who gave you a home when you had none is erased from your
everyday life?
Medyo dark, 'di ba? But ayun yung
pinaka-root ng 'funny Ate Iya' vibe you see every day. When you’ve lost as
much as I have, you just realize na yung mga akala nating 'small
stuff' lang, yun pala yung pinaka-big deal all along, noh?
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