Sat, 8th Nov
oops!
There are days I feel like I just
wanted to cry, or maybe just stop existing once the laundry’s done. I smile,
though I don’t feel a thing. Sometimes I smile ‘cause I feel it, then sometimes
just ‘cause I have to. My heart aches watching people smile and laugh, and then
just fall apart. Am I now falling to pieces? I hate laundry. It’s exhausting
and somehow triggers a meltdown.
Sun, 9th Nov
flipping moods
Why am I reading sales stuff when
I could be romanticizing laziness? I guess it’s time to go back to what I
really enjoy. Forget selling and all that, ’cause the part that cracks me up is
how a simple ‘no’ could flip into a ‘well, why not?’ Like, one sec you’re not
feelin’ me, next thing you’re laughing with me like we’re ride-or-die homies.
Whatever that’s called, I’ve got it.
i can’t do math
Told the lil’ sis I was wearing
four layers, and she’s like, “Can I see?” This little one’s really counting to
make sure it’s four and woudn’t you know it, just three. Kiddo got no chill,
hehe.
what did I even just read up to ch. 81?
“I hurt myself so much… but I’m used to it by now.” - Pumpkin
Night
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