Diary Entry

 

Sunday, March 22

I don’t know what to write today, but I’m gonna try to get some words down anyway…

My best friend saved my life with a bowl of tofu for lunch, and I also had her homemade egg sandwich. Then my little sister even shared some of her peanut butter, too.

Then to keep myself from getting too soft, I opened my laptop for a death game. The logic is a bit broken though, like, people are desperately trying to stay alive, but somehow the only thing actually dying is my attention span. It sucks when your brain isn't even trying and it still sniffed out the killer. I should’ve just grabbed a crayon and played connect-the-dots. 

 

Good thing I squeezed in 널 기다리며and Nine Puzzles. ♡

“There’s only one way for the evil to win. When innocent people do nothing.”
- Missing You

“We all become different at some point, just like how you’re different now compared to your 19-year-old self. We all go through certain life events and meet certain people along the way. What’s important… are the choices we make when we become different.”

Episode 3 of Nine Puzzles

Monday, March 23

I kinda wonder if I treat everyday stuff like mini experiments. ’Cause I find myself feeling like a hamster on a wheel and often like some kind of odd science project. And maybe that’s why I go through everyday moments three times. Once experientially, once analytically, and once in a diffuse state, like I’m just standing on a high-rise observation deck.

The little streets and houses below look like they belong in a board game or a playset, and I kinda see everyone down there as part of a live-action board game.

Had the best time singing As If It’s Your Last ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

Neo mwonde jakku saenggakna

Jajonsim sanghae aega ta

Eolguri tteugeobgo

gaseumeun gyesok ttwieo

Nae momi mamdaero andwae eojireowo

Neon han jumui morae gata

Jabhil deut jabhiji anha

Neon swibji anheun geol

geuraeseo deo kkeullyeo

Nae mami mamdaero andwae eoieopseo

 

Pre-Chorus:

Jigeum neoreul wonhaneun

Nae sumgyeori neukkyeojini

Neol barabogo isseodo

Missing you

Seotun nal won’t you set me free

Baby nal teojil geoscheoreom anajwo

Geuman saenggakhae mwoga geuri eoryeowo

Geojismalcheoreom

kiseuhaejwo naega neoege

Majimak sarangin geoscheoreom

 

Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom

Majimak bamin geotcheoreom love

Majimakcheoleom mamamajimakcheoreom

Naeil ttawin eopsneun geotcheoreom

 

Uh Imma fall in love baby

You gon finna catch me

Uh give you all of this baby

Call me pretty and nasty

Cause we gonna get it

My love you can bet it on

Black we gon double

The stack on them whoa!

I be the Bonnie and

You be my Clyde

We ride or die

Xs and Os

 

Siganeun heulleoganeunde

Maeumman geuphaejiji

Nae sesangeun neo hanaman

Missing you

Seotun nal won’t you set me free

 

Baby nal teojil geotcheoreom anajwo

Geuman saenggakhae mwoga geuri eoryeowo

Geojismalcheoerom

kiseuhaejwo naega neoege

Majimak sarangin geotcheoreom

 

Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom

Majimak bamin geotcheoreom love

Majimakcheoreom mamamajimakcheoreom

Naeil ttawin eopsneun geotcheoreom

 

One two three

Saeroun sijakiya

Jeoldae dwidorabojin anheul geonikka

Nal neoege deonjimyeon

Neoneun nal kkok jabajwo

Sesangeun uril kkeokkji moshal tenikka

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