Tuesday, April 21, 2026

watching my thoughts like clouds

 


If I’m leaving my solitude it better be a masterpiece


1:25 in the afternoon. Listening to Vivaldi while I sit with the thought of a friend. Maybe I should just reach out to her?


Or write about Egypt after reading something that didn’t really explain what makes Egypt Egypt. It’s like, if you’re already that far from home, why spend your time on stuff that feels the same as everywhere else? Why fly to Egypt if you’re just gonna ignore thousands of years of history, especially its mathematical foundations?

 

If I were undercover, I’d note the shisha and the everyday things happening in between that most tourists probably miss. But I’m just a low-budget human. I better see the stuff that actually explains why it was one of the greatest empires to ever exist.




I just do what I enjoy



I don’t really pay attention to how many books I get through in a month or a year or whatever, like how I’ve never really cared about laundry or friend counts or who I even talk to.


Anyways, I’m gonna grab some bread and ice cream for my lil sis.




A Thought That Spiraled


Around 7 p.m. I came across something earlier and started thinking, what do I actually like?

Solitude. Piecing together patterns. Looking at things from a bird’s eye view. And that feeling when I finally understand something, like when Holmes explains something to Watson and he finally gets what was obvious the whole time. And then, how the universe works. ‘Cause to me, the universe is just like the biggest cold case out there.


Based on that, what MBTI would you say I am?


I’m fine with whatever. I’m just kind of watching my mind the way a kid watches clouds change shape.





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watching my thoughts like clouds

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